somewhere over the rainbow;
Friday, February 16, 2007

Its set. The GST will rise by a whooping 7% on July 1. goodness!!! Wont eating out be super expensive then??? Hahaha. Then everyone will flock to fastfood diners cause there’s no service charge!!!! And Singapore will be a FATTY COUNTRY!!!

Sch today was a waste of time. We sat in the hall and stoned for an hour before we were released. Hahaha. Went to burger king for breakfast. I’m becoming like khairiz!!! Every single week eat fast food!!! Must eat NORMAL food before the GST rise!! Hahaha =)

Misused, mistakes.
Too long, too late
Who was I to make you wait?

I remember qihui telling me this last week:
Everything is within our control. It just depends on whether we have the courage to do it.

I so agree with her.

Karol has finally (after a year) got the person she’s been longing for but he’s not of the same religion as her. And I remembered talking to her about xxx and she was one of the few who went with my decision. When I heard the news today, I felt well… sad. Cause I don’t want her to end up like me. I really hope that she knows that walking that path is what she wants. I dun want her to get tangled in some sticky mess like I did. Not only will it hurt her, it will definitely hurt him too.

Perhaps, I just don’t have karol’s courage.

I love youI’ve loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for too long


So far away…

only illusions;

12:33 pm

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

valentines day should really be called friendlatine day instead!! I received loads of chocolates and cookies from soo many people. and a rose from bryan. WAHAHA.

today i realised that even if things should fail, at least i have people around me who love me =) who still care for me =) wheee!!! mellie is loved!!!
hahaha and i really feel happier giving than receiving!!! heehee =D

"It is because the human spirit knows, deep down, that all lives intersect. That death doesn't just take someone, it misses someone else, and in the small distance between being taken and being missed, lives are changed."

i'm reading "The 5 people you meet in heaven" by Mitch Albom. very inspiring! =)

bestfriend called last night. i really feel that that's the best valentine's present. sometimes when you're so down, a simple "are you feeling okay?" really can take the load off. especially if its from your bestfriend!!!

can't wait for friday!!!!

only illusions;

9:12 pm

Friday, February 09, 2007

I dont sense God in my life.
crap-

maybe its because i've not gone to church for a week.
this feeling, it really sucks.
i miss adora loads. but we're all so busy with our own stuff, so caught up with our life that its just so hard to squeeze time out.
and i really need to mug
=(

life sucks!
Why did God plan this for me?
Ahhhh

only illusions;

10:53 pm

Thursday, February 08, 2007

Bimbo = a girl who is pretty but has no brains

yesterday geog lecture was more of an insult than of urban cities...

vania asked to see my file during lecture cause she saw this picture that i had inside (its a picture of a cute cartoon ghost). and so i passed it to her and she opened the file, i guess, to look for more pictures. then she saw this post card that i have inside. its written: The one thing i want to be remembered for

vania: mellie, what is it that you want to be remembered for?
me: nothing, just put it in there for fun
vania: for your bimboness?

-.-

if thats not enough. read on:

me: vania, i'm so hurt!!!! (kidding)
vania: huh? about me calling you a bimbo?
me: yah!!!
vania: but... (pauses) its true what. (pauses) you're pretty (pauses) but you have no brain.

-.- -.- -.- -.- -.-

if you're laughing now. you deserve a smack from me!

craps. and the other day, when vania suggested going to kbox for class outing, cherlynn was like
" i dun think mellie would go. she doesnt know much chinese songs"

and vania was like "she can sing the bimbo songs by britney spears or backstreet boys wad"

OH MY GOODNESS!!! what did i do to make her THINK that i am a BIMBO? oh my. does she have something against me???? we're pw group mates for goodness sake!!!! =(

*mellie feels insulted*

i shall go wallow in one corner and die.
the cell kit is not working and no one whom i asked help from is helping.
thanks alot.

only illusions;

9:51 pm

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

the longest distance
is the distance between 2 people
who never knew that they will come to love each other one day

sweet ehs? >_<

thanks khairiz for fixing my blog! =)
you're NEVER taken for granted goodfriend!

and i'm glad things are okay with bestfriend =) =)


Mixtape
You say hello, inside I'm screaming I love you.
You say goodnight, in my mind I'm sleeping next to you.
You drive away
From my car crash of a heart,
And I don't know...

But you gave me the best mixtape I have
Even all the bad songs ain't so bad
I just wish there was so much more than that,
About me and you

You talk to him, and it burns me like the sun
You talk to her, and you say that you feel like he's the one
I talk to me, but you can't hear the pain
I feel, you don't know...
Cause you gave me the best mixtape I have
Even all the sad songs ain't so sad
I only wish that there was more than that, about me and you...

Don't turn around and say goodbye again
Yea it crushes my head when you call me your friend
And I'm not the same person from back in the day
In the back of the class that you thought was gay
No I can't find the words cause
I lost them the minute they fell out my mouth
Yea it's love and I'm in it

So give me your lips and just let me kiss them
And let's get messed up and listen to probably
The best mixtape I have
Even all the bad songs ain't so bad
I just wish there was so much more than that, about me and you...

think the lyrics are really nice. =)
thanks jishen for sending it to me! =)

only illusions;

10:41 pm

Monday, February 05, 2007

the cockraches
the bag
the test

the same name


the familiarity that seems so foreign to me

only illusions;

10:03 pm

Saturday, February 03, 2007

LOVE FIESTA WAS A BLAST!!!! i think its really cause of the class!!! wheee everyone was so engaged and involved!! even the GUYS!! wahahaha. initially there was this roster thingy whereby our class is divided into the morning and afternoon shift. but today, almost everyone came at 730am to set the stall up and start things going. so proud of you people!!! =]

i think if there's a 'best banner' award, it will DEFINATELY go to 06s27!!! WHEEE!!! its soooo eye catching and tacky!!! wahahaha. had great fun painting it yesterday!!! heehee!!!




OUR BANNER!!!!


well we spent the entire morning hair spraying/gitter tattooing and hair braiding the public!! wahaha i tell you, i ca officially say that i'm a pro in hair braiding!!! wheee!!! i did like 3 braids forthis year 1 girl. WAH SUPER NICE!!! *beams with pride* wahahaha.




ABEL'S BRAIDED FRINGE!!! WAHAHA


SIYUN ALL SERIOUS ON BRAIDING!!! =)

waaah and i met loads of people today!!! saw benjamin, thanesh, AND MR ZAHED!!! wahaha my cute teacher back in regent!!! waahha. his son sooooooo cute like him lah!!! runs in the family i guess?? =) AND HE REMEMBERED MY NAME!!! wahahaha!!! also met stanley and zongda!!! but i was busy doing the glitter tattoo so i didnt have time to catch up with them!! =( but it was great fun to see them and know that they're doing fine =)

AND I MET YIHAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! goodness he lost weight lah!! look wad army can do to yoU!!! wahaha and he was like " where's cheryl-lynn.. er. cherry??" WAHAHHA i nearly burst out laughing !!!!my goodness!!!! and he's soo sweet lah!! he gave cherlynn this flower- ferrero roche and before we left, he came to find us again to give me one too!! wahah!! he was like "here is one, incase you two fight for the earlier one i gave." -.- wadever!!!


PROM KING 05!! WAHAHA
(notice how cherlynn's hair is sticking out??)

After the event, the class slacked around to wait for miss lim. we took loads of pictures!! wahaha. and abel was having fun singing "shan hu hai". WAHAHA. peier recorded it down but i dunno how to place it here. its so comical laH!! he sang at such an abnormal pitch that i couldnt stop laughing!!


SIYUN
AND ME!!!
(see the kiss on my cheek??)

ME AND FERIC!!! =)

Me, mingee and cherlynn had the TIME OF OUR LIVES singing 'tokyo drift' in several versions. think we pissed the love fiesta committee by our super duper loud laughter!! wahaha


"And i wonder if you know
How is life in tokyo?
If you see it then you'll feel it
And you'll know you have to go
Fast and furious......
DRIFT, DRIFT, DRIFT!!! "

WAHAHHAA. HILARIOUS!!! that song is stuck in my head now lah!!!! =P class dinner was awesome. the food was uber slow but we had lots of fun playing "tong ka tong ka" and "nama nama CHU" wahahaha!!!

love fiesta really bonded the class in several ways. we learnt to come together to brain storm and voiced out our suggestions. yes, there were set backs and mistakes. and yes, the profits weren't a lot. but the most important thing is that we had uber FUN FUn and FUNNNN!!! so it was worth all the planning and stuff!!! =)

06S27
WE ROCK LIKE SMELLY SOCKS!!!!! heehee!!! =)

special thanks to...
1. THE CLASS!!! =)
2. MISS LIM!!! for the ice cream, the drinks and for taking time out to have dinner with us!
3. CHERLYNN and MINGEE for singing "tokyo drift"!!! (and especially to mingee who also accompanied me to sing the fort minor song and every breath i take. whahaa)
4. Khairiz for the hello panda again! wahaha
5. Mingee's friend who said that i am PRETTY!
6. Yaqing for acc me to walk around =)
7. Feric for spraying my hair red!!! =) it was really PRETTY!!!!
8. Siyun for the brownies!! and for ending the hair braids which i still cannot master!!! =)

(stupid blogger takes a long time to upload pictures...)


PICTURE OF THE DAY! MING EE SLEEEEPING!!!


and i feel second best. perhaps worstfriends are meant to feel like that...

only illusions;

10:44 pm

=)

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