today , i feel unloved.
really.

very unloved.


"Listen to my prayer. O God. do not ignore my plea; hear me and answer me. My thoughts trouble me and I am distraught st the voice of the enemy. at the stares of the wicked; for they bring down suffering upon me and revile me in their anger....I said, "Oh that i had the wings of a dove! I would fly away and be at rest -- I would flee far away." - Psalm55:1-3, 6-7

yes.
i would flee
i would run

"For it has been granted to you on behalf of Christ not only to believe on him, but also suffer for him." - Phil 1:29

But why me? why me alone?

"Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you" - 1 Peter 5:7

perhaps prayer will help.