Its surprising how 2006 has just passed and entering 2007 just makes me feel unprepared. I dunno wad type of attitude i should be bring to school. Or what i should prepare myself for this year. its scary, yet its exciting!! haha. i think i'm a little crazy ehs? but anyways, 2006 has really made me grow - spiritually.

Pastor Lim said that we should thank God, not only for the good things that He has done in our lives, but also for the bad stuff that happened to us. Personally, i believe that each setback that we encounter makes us smarter than before. it makes us more aware of what is right or wrong. to put in simple terms, it benefits us. dont you think so?

being a cell mentor was a HUGE challenge for me. i had to get out of my comfortable and loving cell and work with a bunch of people whom i didnt even knew existed! plus the sec one girls. waaah. i really felt out of place! anyways, thank goodness it all went well!!! =D

then, there's the huge workload coming from school. the math that i can spend days doing, the econs essays that i never fail to fail. the chemistry that seems to have no chemistry with my brain. the horrible horrible chinese. the brain consuming physical geography. the surprising hard GP essays and of cos. who can forget the YEAR LONG pw? the endless meetings, the power point slides. waaaah! thank goodness i made it through to year 2! whoo! it was a miracle that i FINALLY passed my chemistry, econs and geog for the FIRST time (ok... nth to be proud of, but still, an achievement!) during promos. waah!!

I suppose the most important lesson i learnt last year was what i was looking for in my life. people, you should not commit yourself into something which you know you cannot put your heart, mind and soul in. its easy to get into it. but it's super hard to get out of it. the emotional tangles that drag you into your deepest sorrow is the worst. i felt like the world was crashing down on me. really. its so melodrama right? but thats what you feel! (adora can vouch for me!) I thought that it would be terribly hard to get over it. yes, it was! but God helped me through. seriously. i just buried myself in churchwork. cell mentoring, fellowship. the Rhema camp really pushed my mind away from further thinking. many nights, i was just so caught up with everything that i was too tired to even think! and who can forget the many girlfriends - yaqing, cherlynn, mingee, adora and my netballies who made me feel loved even throughout the entire ordeal. plus bestfriend too, who never failed to risk infra vibrations just to hear my whining! haha =D OF COS! who can forget justin!! and suhui jie!!!

Ahh.. speaking of suhui jie. i really really thank her for all her prayers and her concern! despite how busy she was, she never failed to make time for me on msn and also on sunday mornings.

See how God really helped me through?