i dunno why this year hasnt exactly started out the way it should be. so many things have happened and so many things have been left hanging.

people confide in me and talk to me about things they seem troubled about. i'm glad to listen, cause i know how important it is to just listen. and of course, how brave it is to open up. paul talked to me at the corridor for like 1 hr plus. its so sad to know whats going on. what is the world coming to?? is break up an 'in' thing now??? seeing her suffer like that, being so troubled and confused, my heart cant help breaking for her. i dunno what to do but listen. i dunno what to say cause its really not in my position to say things right? i can only do so much but yet, i feel as though i'm not helping at all...

i love her with all my heart. its just so painful to see someone so close seem so far away from you...

Times like these, i wished that prayers are like emails.