its amazing how life has turned 360 degrees within a week. it seems as though it was yesterday when everything seemed okay. its simply funny how God like to play around with us. letting people touch our lives and suddenly take them away. this week has been like a tsunami. one minute, everything was calm and fine. i could finally clearly see things and the next, everything just came crashing down on me without a reason.

siyun has been a dearie, so nice of her to actually bring medicine for me! at least i felt a glimmer of hope cause i know someone still cares for me. not that my other friends dun but well... i never had someone give me medicine lah!!!

i guess the closest people in your life has the highest ability to hurt you the most. whatever that is going on, i'm just glad that i can listen. perhaps just thinking about other people's troubles, knowing whatever that they were going through, giving 'advice' on what they should do can just divert my mind from my own troubles. with so many of the people i love hurting, how can i have the heart to pour out whats deep inside of me?