mr leow simply spoilt my entire day

there simply was no need to do what he did. it wasnt only awkward for me, but i bet it was for him too. whats worse.. he was pulled by mr leow to do it. i truely hate mr leow for that. why did he do that? cheap thrill? its a plain selflish act. as a teacher, he should be much more matured in his thinking rather than doing stuff just so he can 'watch a movie'.

i feel sooo sorry for him. and i dunno why, after that i just felt super sad. i dunno why either but while stretching i was crying lah! its so .... stupid. crying for no reason. i just have no idea how to face him. i wished we can be goodfriends but somehow, i dunno... i just cannot cannot cannot face him. and why the tears? i simply dun understand myself...

it was all my fault.
if only i was truthful in the first place right?
sighs. i ruined someone's life. i'm an ass.

=(